I wonder if they think of me?

Have you ever asked yourself when you hear a certain song that reminds you of a past love if they every thought about you still? If you think you are the only one that this happens to then you are wrong. I too do this every time I hear a song that reminds me of her. I try not to admit to myself or others that I still have feelings for an ex because I don't want to come off that I'm still hung up on them, but screw that. Enough of worrying what others may think of how I feel about a loved one. I love being single. I don't have to report to anyone on when Ill be home, who I hang out with, and sex with anyone without feeling guilty but there are times when being single isn't the best thing. I miss the times of knowing that I have someone right by my side like a side kick. I'm talking about a Robin to his Batman not that ancient phone of course. I miss just having that person to call and complain about the things that happened at work once I get off work and her just agreeing to all the foolishness I complained about. I.E someone eating my sandwich I left in the break room. Its true what they say "you don't know what you got til its gone." Its not easy to admit that you have feelings for a past love because you seriously don't know how the other person feels. Do they have someone else? Do they miss me? Do they even think of me? These questions can feel like murder. Just straight pain yo. Plain and simple, pain. Out of all three of those questions the only one that concerns me the most and will always be in the back of my head.... I wonder if they think of me? No matter what, you are always going to wonder if they are thinking of you because you are thinking of them. A person is smart, people are dumb.